When I was younger, I played softball on a lot of big stages. It can be nerve-wracking, especially if you question whether you’re good enough or if you can rise to meet a challenge (side note: I don’t know why but I always question this about myself; I always thought: will I get an A on this paper? Oh Lord, please let me do well. Then got an A and was irritated I put way too much time and effort into something. Is this like a syndrome or what?).
So anyway, when I was nervous about something or excited about doing well, I got the advice, “Act like you’ve been there before.” Got interviewed about a game-winning hit? Act like you’ve done it before. Playing sports in front of a crowd of 4,000? Act like you’ve been there before. Have an interview for your dream job? Act like you already have it and it happens every day.
I know that the intent behind this advice is to not get crazy or worked up over little things or different situations, and to stay classy. However, it pretty much becomes the same thing as “Fake it ’til you make it” (misunderstood advice itself) if you don’t understand this.
Why This is Bad Advice
I think we tell people this to try to increase their level of comfort with the situation. However, I think most people don’t really understand what this advice is trying to say. I believe the intent behind this saying is, “Keep yourself contained and have class.” But you really don’t draw that conclusion when you’re twelve years old. To a kid, it means, “If you act like you’ve been here before, people will probably believe the act.” In an effort to reduce disquiet, we tell them that not being themselves is most likely the best possible option. Be someone who has done this instead.
What actually happens if you take this advice (or at least take the advice you think you’re getting)? You feel like a fraud. You don’t feel comfortable in your own skin. Impostor syndrome takes over. You start believing that you’re supposed to have all this experience before you’ve actually ever had it, and we perpetuate this idea that you’re supposed to know everything.
Here’s a news flash: You probably haven’t been there already. And that’s okay.
You probably don’t know everything, nor should you. I followed this advice, and it was super awkward. I hadn’t been there before. I shouldn’t have acted like I had. All you probably got from me was this sense that I was trying to act super suave and I had no idea what I was talking about. And you were right. Because I didn’t understand the intent of this advice, and I think the people that gave it to me probably didn’t either.
So how about we try to give some better advice, or reframe this idea. Instead of saying, “Act like you’ve been there,” let’s try this:
Don’t gloat. Be proud, but stay humble. You may learn one thing, or have done something well, but this should also enlighten you that there’s a lot more you don’t know or that a lot of other people are really good, too. If you accomplish something, you can be happy about it, but be conscious of what’s going on around you and how you want to be viewed. Also be aware of the fact that you’re not a unique snowflake and that others can do what you’ve done, too. The sum of your actions and choices are what make you special, not a bit of arbitrary knowledge or one triumph.
What Would be Even Better
Let’s couple this new message with one that removes the idea from people’s heads that they should act like they’ve had experiences they haven’t or that they should know things they don’t. How about we tell people instead, “Stay humble and be honest.”
When I pretended like I knew things I didn’t, or that I wasn’t scared half to death to be in some social situations when I was, it made interactions really uncomfortable (to put it pretty mildly). If you knew me in high school, you knew I was really awkward in situations like this (and if I’m being entirely honest, I probably was in times after this, and still am in some cases). A lot of foot-in-mouth moments ensue. Worse, I wasn’t comfortable being myself.
What happens here? You end up trying to be someone different, but aren’t comfortable because you aren’t that person. Then you don’t feel comfortable being yourself because you feel like you should be someone else. You never gain that satisfaction and peace of mind from being centered and comfortable in your own skin.
Instead of being myself, I wanted to be someone different; someone who knew stuff. Someone who’d been there before without ever actually having been there. It took time to undo this idea and to realize that I had to first be in a state of not-knowing and acknowledge it before I could then go out and learn. Being reflective and open to learning is admirable; acknowledging what you don’t know is admirable, too; pretending is arrogant and, well, pretentious. And at some point, you will find that you’ll be eating your size 9 Reeboks.
Instead of faking it, I learned to simply be honest. I learned to say, “I don’t know this,” or “Can you tell me how this works please?” It’s really hard to admit you don’t know something or that you haven’t done it before. For some reason, people feel embarrassed about this for absolutely no logical reason. Nobody that “knows something” was born with that knowledge. They learned it at some point, just as you will at your own pace and in your own time.
Instead of teaching others that they should act like they know something, and thereby giving them the impression that they should already know it, let’s turn that idea on its head. Let’s ensure that people know it’s okay to not know – you didn’t once either. Let’s acknowledge that we’re probably not experts about everything, but that we’re excited to learn more. Let’s be open about both our triumphs (but still humble of course wink ) and faults and stay true to ourselves in the process.
Hi, I’m Beka, and I haven’t been there before. But I’d really like it if you’d give me advice or insight if you have.